Iconocast808

iconocast808 @ 2005-06-07T00:17:00

2005-06-07T04:18:49Z

HAHAHAHAHAHA loser.... what the hell am i doing?..... OMG no ahhhh.......................................

f(O,,O)f AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH RUN AWAY omg omg omg omg omgo mgomg omgogmogmogmgomggogmommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
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i ate a burrito yesterday =3

iconocast808 @ 2005-06-07T00:10:00

2005-06-07T04:11:23Z

OMG if your reading this...... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..... so anyways life is but a ... um idk..... but i do know that im really... REALLY bored.....

bye bye

2004-10-19T00:18:07Z

FUCK LIVE JOURNAL... im tired of all this gossip and shit... this is the end of my telling the world my ideas and storys goodbye to all who only read my journal and dont know me in person if you wanna know about how i am or my ideas talk to me in real life.

LETS FUCKING GO!!! XD

2004-10-05T02:50:50Z

YES... so i got my bandana this weekend XD i had fun in downtown Hyde park im so glad i moved down here i walk out my dorr and i can do what ever the fuck i want XD me and Michelle are better and my life kicks ass... so... hahahaha fuck you america im moving to amsterdan... im going to North Carolina this weekend ( NO SCHOOL FRIDAY ) and this summer im going to AMSTERDAM XD YES KICK ASS... ok well id like to thank every1 that didnt respond to my latest post and HAVE A GREAT DAY XD!!!!!!

"Sad But True"

When the fog comes through the golden gate
and the moon shines on the bay
and everything has changed
now that you have gone away
things are getting darker
and its harder for me to see
and now you're an angel
looking over me

[Chorus: x2]
Back up, back up, let's fucking go!
Beat up, keyed up, that's rock'n'roll

sad but true but the list is too long
if i had to name you all it wouldnt be fit in this song
this magnums got me thinkin and its making me pissed
your lives were taken to early and you will always be missed
all the mothers who cry and the fathers who mourn
for every lifes that taken theres another child born
that doesn't make it better and it doesn't make it right
I'm just thankful everyday that you came in my life

[Chorus]

In a dream you take a trip
down Shattuck to Durant
up the hill, to the steps, Sproul Plaza and Telegraph
you pass Channing you pass Derby
you go to Ashby down to Adeleine
take mlk to fifty-fourth and go down
to Genoa yeah and follow the bart tracks
to Harmon street ahhh Harmon street
Harmon street Harmon street
yeah it's reoccurring it's like a dream
I live a thousand times yeah
and it's always like the very first time

as time goes on I can never forget
all the times we had memories i protect
seems like yesterday when i last saw your face
you're no longer here and no one can replace
all the times we had wish they could happen again
I'll hold you in my heart in my heart to the end
if I could make a change it'd be me not you
so hard to sit and cope, so sad but true

[Chorus]

iconocast808 @ 2004-10-02T22:39:00

2004-10-03T02:39:22Z

"We Trusted You"

[Chorus:]
We trusted you, we put out a helping hand
Only in return, we get a stabbing in the back

I paid a visit to a man who was pretty crazy
Cooled off in the shade, we were feelin' lazy
Trouble starts coming, nothing can phase me
When tomorrow looks very hazy
Took us for granted, let's start here
Friendship over, so very clear
Then what is fair is gonna be fair
Fuck you...you're over

[Chorus]

It's time to weed out the weak, do away with their lives
I see it so clear now, through my open eyes
Stood by your side, you put a knife in my back
Never ever thought it'd be you who would do me like that
But we live and we learn, or so it's said
One thing about you, I can't wait till you're dead
The mistakes I've made won't happen again
Keep my enemies closer than I keep my friends

It's got me fucked up, I just can't let it go
Will we ever be the same? Well my answer is no
Think about your death every goddamn day
Wanna know what I think? This is what I must say
I say we line 'em all up, then we gun 'em all down
Then we all celebrate when they all hit the ground
Don't wake up now, it's gonna be too late
Don't give me that shit about cleaning the slate
You've been at it too long, all your life that I've checked
Now your time's almost up with a noose on your neck
Smile in my face, better watch your back
Two-faced motherfucker gets both jaws cracked

[Chorus]

[Instrumental]

If you don't stand for nothing I can't really stand behind you
Who knew you withdrew your point of view
I lost mine, you cry and whine all the time
And I cant stand aside or anywhere near you
I'd get in check, you're a wreck, no respect,
In effect you elect me to fuckin' hate you
I'll break you down on the ground, I've found
You're a clown, I'm around, you want war? I'll take you
Stand aside, take a ride, I won't try, you're a lie, my lyrical lesson will teach you
So take a stand if you can, my man, go where I stand, I'll hold my land
But in the real world you get squashed and then stung
Get hit bitch, slit, aw then you get hung
in a fantasy all day long, it must be so fun being so fucking dumb

Renovations

2004-10-03T02:35:58Z

This is the first entry i have made in a while... im making changes in my life and i dont know if my new life will even include this journal... whether these people help me through this time or hinder my way through it determines ther position in my new life and in friendship... basically at this point every1 is at the same ground as me and they have to prove they can work ther way up... goodluck all have fun and live life for all its worth untill you die from your cradel to your grave.

iconocast808 @ 2004-09-17T23:24:00

2004-09-18T03:24:53Z

ps. LOTS of spell errors down ther

iconocast808 @ 2004-09-17T23:21:00

2004-09-18T03:23:36Z

the waves of wearing time are slow but true, they wear away my life and goals... Im in the process of trying to repair the damage done but it seems i cant get through... I wish i only knew how, but it seems time has taken its tole on my sight also, i can no longer see the beauty and glory i have been given, i will no longer take this for granted and i shall repair it emediatly.

being grown up isnt half as fun as growing up

2004-09-08T10:23:28Z

life is a journy not a destination, Its not where u get its how u get ther, so fight like hell and never give up.

FUCK

2004-08-23T23:54:05Z

HOW DARE ANY1 FUCKING JUDG ME BEFORE THEY GET TO KNOW ME! I FUCKIN HATE SOCIETY FUCK FUCK FUCKY-POO... yummmmm c4 i love plastic.... explosives.... why does every1 want me and Michelle to brake up... are they jelouse of what we have... OR ARE THEY JUST MOTHER FUCKING DICK HEADS!!!!!!!!!

iconocast808 @ 2004-08-08T10:50:00

2004-08-08T14:51:14Z

"you talkin to me? who the fuck do you think you are?"... thats one of the most KICKASS MOVIES EVER!!! that guy got a mohawk and thats probably why my parents wont let me get one :P

iconocast808 @ 2004-08-03T23:50:00

2004-08-04T03:51:19Z

oh and about the first entry it doesnt meen im going to kill my self... I HATE SUICIDAL TEENS!!!!!!!!! HEY LOOK AN ORRIFICE HOW DO YOU LIKE BEING FUCKED WITH STEAL!?!?!?

FUCK YEAH!!!!!!

2004-08-04T03:48:13Z

HELL YEAH IM GOING TO NEW YORK!!!!!!!!!!! O THANK YOU GOD I NEED TO GET AWAY!!!!!!!!!... il miss sertain ppl though (Michelle) =( BUT YAY NEW YORK!!! im also going to New Orleans later this year (i get free booz on the streets ther if its late enough =) )

o shit...

2004-08-04T03:42:27Z

last week i made a HUGE gamble and now i might be paying the ultimate price for it... if i do have 2 pay the price i doubt i will write in this journal again...

iconocast808 @ 2004-07-16T22:42:00

2004-07-17T02:43:29Z

yeah i just got back from walking around (b4 the other post) god this sucks i want to be alone with Michelle :( just to hold her and be ther for her.

iconocast808 @ 2004-07-16T22:41:00

2004-07-17T02:42:11Z

o yes and Michelle id like it if you posted once in a while i love reading them but u said im dead on your journal u havent posted in 4ever.

iconocast808 @ 2004-07-16T22:39:00

2004-07-17T02:41:01Z

All i want is Michelle i dont want every1 trying to butt in i dont want people trying to interfear i wish that they would just drop it and let us be that they could learn theyr place in life so they could lead a healthie full life instead of one pestering me.

Bandages

2004-07-16T02:21:42Z

no one ever uses bandages anymore... im gonna use them for emotional wounds now. i got these really cool skull and crossbone ones from my grammy and im gonna wear them when ever im emotionaly heart.

iconocast808 @ 2004-07-15T19:21:00

2004-07-15T23:22:19Z

this makes me feal really good every1... i wish i had a best friend... i try to but no one seems to want to be my best friend.

iconocast808 @ 2004-07-15T19:21:00

2004-07-15T23:21:39Z

so no one wants to be ther for me when im sad? only when im perkey and happy and fun to hang around with... i really need a shoulder right now.

iconocast808 @ 2004-07-15T17:51:00

2004-07-15T21:52:52Z

I guess i dont deserv answeres if i dont recieve them.. iv spent my whole life looking for some answeres.. either they dont want me to know or i dont deserv to and sinc answers cant think or have wants... i dont deserve to.. il have to use this for a basis of every question i ask... il have to ask my self if i deserve to know or maby if i deserv even to be lied to.

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2004-07-15T21:30:16Z

I feel as though im uninformed and lost... i have no purpose for myself or for anyone else... im hated and tormented... spit on and cursed at... life sucks.

iconocast808 @ 2004-07-13T16:05:00

2004-07-13T20:09:59Z

ICH BIN DIE ZIEGE!!!!...der Schafe tast wirklich gut... rofl im sorry i had to put that no im not calling you a sheep Michelle.

iconocast808 @ 2004-07-13T15:59:00

2004-07-13T20:02:39Z

"I know they know,
dont drink drive slow,
insane no brain,
dressed out look lame,
big fun no gun no girl gotta run,
flip side cant hide,
CANT THINK SUICIDE!,
IS ANYBODY OUT THER,
DOES ANYBODY KNOW."
does anybody know what this is from if so u WIN... NOTHING!

iconocast808 @ 2004-07-13T15:57:00

2004-07-13T19:58:39Z

IL BREAK THE GLASS... JUMP!!!!!! I LOVE YOU DUCKY WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH I NEED A BANDADE FOR MY TRAKIA SO I PUT A PIRATE ONE ON IT :)